Friday, September 30, 2005
First day of school. Already, a certain amount of depression has set in. I'm all alone during classes, the people don't seem that friendly or tolerant, the classes that I have signed up for are surprisingly heavy. Spanish (everyday at 8am), Myth & Legends (7 books), Semantics (6 books), Language & Gender (assignments every lesson) and anthropological Linguistics (The class at 1640). I might just have to drop one of them although I am extremely reluctant to. To keep all, would mean less play time. Already i find it so difficult to find a large amount of time to blog, put up my photos, to just stop and take a breath. After almost 3 weeks, the excitement has kinda worn off, and the lonliness has only just began. Yes, I have friends around me. However, they are not you gals. They are nice, funny, caring, concerned and even affectionate. but it is still not the same. I really envy qiuyi n liyi. At least while discovering something new, you still have each other. The calender is a real comfort. My roomie's nice. I will be sharing her fridge, microwave and electric kettle. She's the pubbing clubbing type and she draws those 'cateyes' eyeliner thing real well. Apparently the secret is to use a pencil eyeliner before the liquid one. Very friendly, flirty, knowledgeable (esp about wines), high spending. Not someone I think i can really confide in, we're from different worlds.
Liting, I get how you feel, but like qiuyi, I don't understand what precipitated it. more about it? I think I talk to u the least on msn coz we always are online at different times. Also, Tze told me Rong played a trick on u. TELL ME ABOUT IT.
Dot, your life seems so well settled=) and happy. lol mine isn't that bad either I guess I need some of your optimism!
Qiuyi n Liyi, we need to book our seats back S'pore. Contact me about it ok? btw u all getting a phone? CINGULER please!!! hahaha coz i can then call you for free!;)
Sze Jia- whom I've not seen a single post from, How are u?
Alice- How are you doing- post C&K?
Yun- howz it going gal? (about what? EVErYTHING;))
WQ- I saw your Post to WK! hahaha damn funny. I took 2 pictures of turtles for WK too! lol but not the real thing.
For more on my life in Davis, please refer to my blog in a few days time!!
PS. my meals in the dorm kinda sucks.