Monday, September 26, 2005
Sometimes when the truth hits you unexpectedly, there is nothing much that can be done. To be swept off your feet by surprise. To be left very much in shock and disbelief. To be shaken by the words that you thought you heard wrongly. These are the times that I would rather not know the truth. I might sound as if I'm trying to run away from reality, that I am in denial. But these are really the times that I would rather live in disillusion. I am close to a perfectionist and idealist. And when my bubbles of perfection or ideas are burst, I just can't accept it. Afterall, these are my beliefs that I have faithfully held on to for the past 21 years. I just need some time to recover. And all I want to say now is that I would love to be in my own lala land, sheltered from the harsh truths of the real world. :)
Anyway, I am leaving my hair long for my wedding. This idea just popped into my mind when I was on the bus home. I reckoned that my hair would have grown long enough in three years time. And that's about time I can get married. :)
I want to be the happy flower in Liting's lala land. :)