Friday, October 21, 2005
I am an angry woman. I am an angry woman. I am an extremely angry woman who hates stupid men! Today is a crap day. I overslept for my quiz. This is the first time. I have never oversleep for anything that important. In the case if anyone thinks that quizzes aren't that important. My quiz is 15% of the final grade and this is almost equivalent to one question. I jumped out of bed at 0745. I knew I was late because it was just too bright to be early. (I was supposed to wake up at 0610 in order to make it for 0830 lesson. ) It was too late for cab too. It takes almost an hour to reach NTU by cab. Sometimes I wondered why the hell do I stay so far from school?
So I washed up and took a shower. 0800. Should I take a cab which cost $25 (almost a week's allowance) and still be late? In the end, I went clicking at about 50 names to look for a familiar face. Finally, I found my tutor. It's not my fault but I really have no idea what is his name and what department is he from. Click! Found! I sounded really panicky when he picked up the call. Thank God he agreed to have a make up at his office at 0930. I was done with the quiz within 5 minutes while explaining to him what happened in the morning. It was so pressurising. He sat there, stared at me and asked impatiently if I'm done. I didn't even have any chance to check. But I think I'm going to get full marks, provided I didn't tick the wrong answer and he doesn't mark me down for being late. Thank God for the easy paper. But I really studied damn hard for it. Still I feel like crap. How did I oversleep?
Sometimes I think school is really draining out all my energy. ALL. I feel so drained out. So exhausted.
Met up with Tan Yun for lunch and Wanqing for shopping then supper. I was so excited to see Wanqing. I realised I miss her quite alot. The strange thing is that we are in the same school and if I didn't remember wrongly, we met up to have lunch twice in this whole sememster. I haven't met her for 8 days.
It's so good to meet up with friends and really talk. The only person that I constantly have contact with in this week is Rong. We have been studying together at PP Mac. Studying there reminds me of the Good Old Days where things were much simpler. Other than that, I met Tan Yun and Waikeong twice, and once with Wanqing. Feeling a bit lonely over here without the Goneaways.
Suddenly I realised I have so much to say. But there is simply so little time with the people that I want to talk to. And I miss you girls so much!
And Announcement: I am officially taking a month break with Waikeong. No external factors. No third parties involved. It's just problem yet to be resolved between the two of us. We are taking this time to think things through carefully. Stop telling me he's a nice guy. I am as nice too.
I think if I would to have a chance to get a new boyfriend. I should find one with an Ah Beng look. Men who looked decent and nice may not turn out to be so. I met two in my life. And I am very upset with the two of them right now.
There's no one to study with me. Who wants to study with me? Qiuyi, I would love to response to your call for people to study together. And Don't worry about me. I would still study hard for I can't afford to slack. I'm so running out of time.
I just want to be a happy flower in Liting's lala land.