I have shifted my ass to the library (fucking pretty) so that I can get down to studying. But I read Anne's entry just before I came out and it's stuck in my head. Made a wrong move to bring the lappie with me so here I am.

Anne, maybe things are not as simple as "I know how you feel therefore I must let you know by showing it in my reaction". Everything nowadays seems much more complicated than cause and effect. It is not as straight forward as I-pinch-you-hard-that-is-why-you-feel-the-pain.

Being the clueless Qiuyi, I assume you are talking about the luggage issue. I felt a little cheated for you, it hurts that we are so far apart that I wasn't able to help you, but what was I to do over the phone internet? Not to mention at that hour. You are entitled to your feelings, sure you do. You are welcome to rant and rave to me just like how I would expect you to be there for me. At the same time, am I entitled to my reactions or lack of it? You thought about that before you become sad over my reaction?

I can't express myself very well, much less through this. I just want to clarify that I am not pissed or angry and I hope Anne has gotten over her sadness. It just feels right to explain to make her see a better picture. I want her to be happy. I don't know if it will piss her off more and I certainly pray not coz I have enough to deal with already.

Tell me what you think. Qiuyi 5:31 AM 0 comments