Yes Anne I can see where you're coming from. I have no idea what on earth you're talking about, and seeing that I've been to a million places and did a million things in the last twentyfour hours, I have no motivation to carry out investigations right now.

There is no "the issue", it seems like in my heart I know its a lost cause. I'm sure things will turn out fine for me and life has moved on. There are goals to achieve, tests to ignore, plans to carry out - and things that do not concern me are afterall, out of my concern sphere and it shall remain that way.

I took the hard way learning this, but after a couple of lessons I feel quite happy with this state of indifference. Guess I'm taking well to apathy. Afterall, when you are indifferent there is no longer any issue left to resolve. (and you look cool at the same time too.)

Dorothy, I agree. I have no idea how things can spiral their way into complexity and while it seems like we have entered this so-called adulthood, our (almost)-newfound status hasn't equipped us with the right skill set to handle whatever is coming our way.

I haven't done an update on my life, but I can safely sum up to say that the general outlook is positive, things are looking up and I am anticipating what the order of the universe has in line for me. I feel self-sufficient, and absolutely do not need someone to attend to my whims and fancies. This state feels great, and at least I'm not insecure or feel responsible for anyone's actions. I hate that feeling. Anonymous 1:25 AM